A Simple & Carefree Life...My Way.

2008-12-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Holidays! Finally have the time to update my blog.

Gotta go back nee soon camp tonight. How many months have I served in NS? 5. 17 more months to go.. It's been a really rough ride for me to get to where i am now. I am mentally & emotionally drained, to be really honest. Life is unfair and it sucks. I've got so many problems & troubles on my mind but have not as many solutions. I just gotta drag my feet and move on with life. It may seem like a tireless journey for some but it is otherwise for me. I figured life out to be somewhat similar to that of a MRT ride. We board the train at different stations and alight at different ones as our destination varies. The station routes & directions are fixed. And now i am at a station called National Service, and it's gonna stay there for 2 yrs. And guess what? I'll never re-visit this station ever again, not in this life time. If u feel that your life is moving in the wrong way, there's always a place called an interchange. But I have yet to get past this station..at least lemme get through this first..please..

But hey, on a brighter note, this year gonna end! Be it if it has been a happy or unhappy year for you.Hoping for a better year ahead. I'm really wishing for year 2010 to arrive instead, ORD!
Christmas's round the corner but i do hope everyone grace this joyous occasion with a fabulous mood. Happiness is contagious, haha =)

2008-10-01T17:02:00.002+08:00

It's been darn long since i last blogged. Army life is keeping me pretty busy. Looking back now, i've been serving the army for 3 months now since i was enlisted. Looking forward, it's a year plus to ORD. It's depressing, really... Depression is my best buddy in army, because it never fails to leave me alone.

Currently a trainee in Pasir Laba Camp for the Basic Section Leader Course (BSLC). It's a 8 weeks course which you will attained a Corporal Rank upon completion. I guess being a leader is hard, way harder than i thought..Being homesick & depressed isnt cool at all.

Many people have different attitudes towards serving the army. Some are enthusiatic, others are pretty laid back (slack). I have gained many insights during these 3 months.. Learnt to cherish family ties more, yup they are really precious. Time too, became a luxury to me. Have gotten physically and mentally fitter, but it really tires me out..Everything just made me realized how psychologically & mentally fragile humans are..It's a transition phase of the weak becoming strong..but the process of it is really tormenting. I guess it takes the right attitude and courage to stay on the right track. Hope at the end of this long & dark tunnel, shines ray of bright lights to guide me along this winding journey in life. Life is unpredictable, guess everything is fated and predestined. Nevertheless, I will do what i can to get through these obstacles.

Today's Hari Raya, wishing all Muslims happy holidays. Caught a movie ytd, went for lunch today. Booking in back to camp at 9pm today. Right now, life just sucks for me. Luckily, family and friends are here to help me pull it through. Without them seriously, I wouldnt be here, standing and being who i am today. Thank You =)

2008-08-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Sat's my BOOK OUT day!!

Blog's rotting ever since i got enlisted into the army. Well, u guys do know that the trainings are tiring right? And i onli got to book out after the 2nd week. Now's the 3rd week haha. Not allowed to blog the happenings in army and i dont wanna be charged so better not =x haha. Let u guys in on smth haha. My live firing with SAR21 went pretty well, missed one shot to get a perfect 32/32 score..zzzz heheh still a marksman though =)

Kinda shagged, wonder how am i going to survive in NS for 2 yrs -_-. But the good thing is that i am learning to grow up, slowly day by day, progressively haha. One of SAF core values is Discipline! And so I am a good boy now haha, not saying i was a bad boy lah, just that i am a better boy now lols..Just realized i've been bragging all the way..Just kidding ah..Having a cough now zZzz

On a last note, hope everything goes well for me, as well as u guys. Good luck in wadeva u are doing =)

Very tired, going to slp alr. Sleep tight & dont let the bed bugs bite, Nitez ^-^

2008-07-06T13:35:00.006+08:00

The song of a Boy

If i am always searching,
Will i ever find a place to call home?
Will i ever know what is happiness?
i've been looking
& i'll never make it on my own
Dreams cant take the place of loving u
Words cant describe my love
Being myself is the hardest thing i've had to do
It's true

When you look me in the eyes,
Please tell me that you love me
Everything's alright,
Only if u're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of happiness
I find myself,
When u look me in the eyes.

I will be waiting for however long,
to be with you
Wanna you to be happy,
In the best way u can be
I cant take a day without u here,
U are the light that makes my darkness disappear

More and more, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side..

I heard this song awhile back, heard it recently again..well i did changed some of the lyrics..The song really has meaningful lyrics. Hope it's nice =)

2008-07-06T13:14:00.002+08:00

Looking back in time now, from the time when i was born till now..
It feels like i had lived and led a normal or ordinary life. That would naturally seem to be the perspective of my friends and everyone around me. I wouldnt agree or disagree of it, for when i looked back, i could only see greyed memories. Very few memories are recorded in black & white..over the years, even those memories would start to grey. Well god is fair, in a way such that i have gained and lost many things in life.

Began to start wondering where & when would this journey end? What am i supposed to achieve in this lifetime? What is the purpose of my presence in this world?

Years have gone by in a flash..Now, how many more of it will i have left?...

2008-07-02T19:22:00.005+08:00

30th June 2008.
The last dayof work at Hyflux.

It was kinda sad to leave...I grumbled when i had to work, now i am feeling sad when there's no more work. Well, they held a farewell lunch for us at the lounge, was like a mini party though hahas. We played through the nite (karaoke, pool, freebies with straw hat & wrestling hahas). This working experience i had was a memorable one =)

During the nite

At the cafe, she took a picture of my face so that when i call her hp, my face would appear lols!

Two ladies from treasury and us from finance haha

My mentor & fren

Hello Kitty gal (her pool is gd! @_@) & Me

Giving farewell speech, speechless lols

First time holding hands to cut cake? think so lols

Thanks people!

Finance colleagues & friends =)

Stephanie & Watashi

Sushi

Pizza?

Heard this cake was pretty expensive, thanks Martha (Our finance admin!)

hmm i like this pic hahas

Time flies, it's been close to 3 months since i started working in the company. And now, it's time to leave and to move on to the next phase of my life. I wish times like this would never end, but perhaps the road ahead would be a happier one? i certainly will pray and hope so. hahas

As we go on
We remember, all the times we, had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

2008-06-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

Today is a Friday, the date is 27-June-2008. It's Isaiah 20th birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D

Watched the Euro 2008 Semi-final match between Russia & Spain last night, was pretty tired as i arrived at the office at noon time. We went out for lunch @ Fish & Co, treat courtesy of Phoebe hahs. She's the boss of Isaiah & Bobby =) And yeah, well i got treated too..Shared a seafood platter for 2 with bday boy hahas. Went back to the office and finish up some work. At 4pm, we went to the lounge to celebrate Isaiah's bday. My colleagues got him a mini round cake while i got him a slice of choc cake (hope it taste well =D). His present was a LG phone, model KP110 (MP3, Radio, microSD 1GB, non-cam). Well costs abt $78, haha value for money. In my opinion, it's just the phone to use in army. Had a really fun & joyful time, really appreciated all the humor and laughters..gonna miss them soon as mon's my last day ='(

Had dinner with Simon at Sushi Teh @ Serangoon Gardens haha, then for an western meal @ Astons!! It was nice!! must try! Went for a little walk to digest all the food in my stomach lols. A tiring day to begin with, but ends all well; an eventful day.

On a last note, wanna wish Isaiah all the best in life and in everything he does. Hope u get ur BMW 6 series soon hahhaha. Take care & stay happy, always! ^-^

2008-06-22T19:19:00.004+08:00

Hello...was slacking just now until i went for my dinner =)

Listening to songs now, "不能說的秘密" was played on the music player...nice song.

最美的不是下雨天

是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐

你說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠

又何必去改變已错过的时间

或許命運的簽只讓我們遇見

只讓我們相戀這一季的秋天

飄落後才發現這幸福的碎片

要我怎麼撿

This sums up the song and everything else..Yups! will be staying over at my fren's place before going to work tml, probably taking half day off again wahahha..i m slacker!

many things which i dont wish to remember, goodbye memories..

2008-06-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hello!

1. been working (till end of this month)
2. parents will be away from fri - 29jun
3. gonna find stuff to occupy myself with
4. 11th july (enlistment date) approaching soon..my 2 yrs of ns life begins soon..
5. poor!! underpaid seriously hahas..nvm money is something, not everything..something else like love is more impt haha

Tired..wanna slp ald..just downloaded a song - Sometimes love just aint enough =)

There's a danger in loving somebody too much & it's sad when you know it's your heart you cant trust.

2008-06-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

2008-06-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

hmm went to Marina Square today, because Isaiah wanted to get a book titled "P.S. I LOVE YOU"..hahas..Well, the main attraction is not that -.-. It was Pokemon & Pikachu...haha very cute sia =D There was this scenario where pikachu was suppose to go under the bar held by the 2 person as shown below (Pic 5 & 6). So what he did was he moved forward to the bar, and when he was nearing the bar, he move backwards because he was scared his ears might hit the bar..so he was like moving forward & backwards..well, he finally went through it..uber funny wahahahs..very childish but cute =)

Went to Suntec after that to collect my phone. Sent for repair the day before..yups..spent like $120 in 4 days o.O scary...

2008-05-31T00:56:00.001+08:00

This playlist consists of very nice songs..well, if u have the time, why not listen to it..i'm sure u will like it..

KENNETH

2008-05-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hello =D

Bear from Build-a-bear haha...well, it's fun seeing the birth of a bear, from picking one to stuffing cotton, to "bathing" and choosing clothes haha but the best part is it's cute =D

Cute Bear

Police boy

Soccer gayboi 69 hahas

This is my fav, me =D

Iron Bear hahas

Karate Boy

Bear bear

Well, pictures speak for themselves, CUTE =D

2008-05-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

Just came back home..had dinner at Botak Jones =D..Well, first time trying it and was quite alright..Had no plans today so stayed back at office to finish up some work...

Hmm thinking back...i used to enjoy the company of my frens, able to crack jokes to keep ourselves entertained..used to have so much laughters..used to be a happy person..but now everything seems like faded memories...i have lost it, lost everything i once used to have..

I have neglected my friends. Perhaps i had taken them for granted or maybe it's just me being too selfish..no matter what's the reason, it's my fault..i have become a stranger to myself and i know the reasons to why i became the person i am now..so many reasons which i dont wish to elaborate on..sometimes, especially on days like this, i feel very tired and jaded. Perhaps by keeping things to myself, by not sharing my inner thoughts, i appear aloof and not trustable to ppl. And for this, i'm sorry.

I just wanna tell u guys i had tried my best, and i hope u all understand that certain things like work, tiredness and my emotions were beyond my control..maybe i wasnt a good fren to begin with, some might say i didnt know how to be one; how i couldnt live up to your expectations..for that i have nothing else to say but to offer u my apologies..I am seriously feeling exhausted..tired of myself, tired of my emotions, tired of almost everything else..

If i could turn back time, i will learn to cherish both friendships and relationships..Being a human with so many flaws make me question my existence.." Do i really understand myself, do i truely know who i am?"..I feel so dumb doing the things i did, feel so tired of trying to be a perfectionist and wont i just grow up?

Well i got a wake up call, and it's about time i start waking up...i guess..

2008-05-19T21:19:00.002+08:00

Today went to temple with my parents..It was packed with ppl..well, the crowd was expected cause it's vesak day today =D (it's kinda weird if you dont know).. since today was pretty crowded with ppl, didnt really get the chance to pray sincerely.. i like places of serenity and tranquility..temple is one of them, i'm sure. hope to go there next sun =D

Nevertheless, there was a statue of the big buddha in the main hall...i knelt down and started giving my prayers...what i said today is my sincerest thoughts, my truest feelings conveyed, and is something of utmost importance to me..i'm already very tired, but i will try my very best from now on.

Yup, i hope i will be blessed. It's not a easy road infront of everyone of us..so let's work hard..like what my cousin says, Fighting! =D

Wish there's less calamity in the world..

2008-05-04T18:22:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do, so i made a song by compiling different songs' lyrics..Hope it's nice =D

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find that someone
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again
Do you ever think about me?
And cry yourself to sleep
I should be over you but its just not the case

When you look me in the eyes
And try to tell me something with it (and tell me that you love me)
I was dying inside to hold you
Could not believe what I felt for you
I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you
And I’ll be there with you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Please don’t walk away cause
I’ll miss you so much and I’ll not know what to say
You are my true love, my whole heart
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you cause
I can’t see myself not in love with you

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
It took me all these time to reveal
What everything about you does to me (how I adore you)
Cause I was going to tell you today
I even wrote the words I would say
I finally found the courage
To show you I can be the one

With you, having a cover on my heart
I didn’t say a thing I thought you knew
I gotta let you know that
I never wanna let you go
I wish I never did assume
But now it’s too far, out of my reach..

2008-05-04T17:19:00.002+08:00

The weather's been rather warm lately...Warm!!

Forbidden kingdom is quite nice, worth watching hahas...have not been doing anything much lately..just work and home =D

My enlistment is on the 12th july..kinda fast..

2008-04-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm didnt go to work in the morning..slept early ytd though..Cant help to stop thinking abt stuffs..Sometimes i wished i aint someone like what i am now...too sensitive and emotional..how i wish...

Going to cut my hair now, before going to work =p..This song is nice, brian Mcknight - 6 months, 8 days, 12 hours...

I miss you so much and i dont kow what to say...really, it's true

2008-04-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

What Kenneth Low Khai Wen Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. <- Not true, i aint no snobbish, this sentence is RUBBISH LOLs

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. <- i am responsible lor zzzZZ-_-

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! <- Wa this paragraph is the most pleasing to my eyes haha..I shall rule the world like no other rulers (Cao Cao, Liu Bei, Sun Quan) before..I shall be a benevolent ruler in the Boony Kingdom hahas =)

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-04-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yoz

Work has kept me occupied these days..Working at Hyflux is tiring..never-ending workload -_-
Bimbotic boss..haiz =(

So many have received their enlistment letters 0_0 afraid of going in too early but dont wanna go in too late..hahas not sure what i want too..afraid of army life zZzz

u mean to me wad i mean to u...

2008-04-07T20:23:00.002+08:00

Watching Taiyou no uta (A song to the sun)...i like the part where kaoru said...

"Actually, i really wanted to hold you..to stay by your side forever."

"But until your heart responds to mine..."

"I will treat you in the same manner u have treated me."

2008-04-03T22:29:00.010+08:00

Finally pics from Taiwan/Hong Kong trip..

presented to u by me =D...

Some of the captions in the pics are kinda small, so enlarge it by either clicking on it by press control ++ on ur com..

Before i show u the places, lemme introduce taiwan's ez-link card hahas..essential transportation tool

This shud be quite easy for those who's always hanging out with me

Caption kinda small..apologize for that...though taiwan serves lots of fried stuff...their fishballs are nice though =P

This brings back memories..the bill for drinking tea -> S$50..Damn Classic lols my $$ went up in smokes

Taiwan's National Museum

Sunset taken from the train..wanted to catch it at fisherman's wharf..but couldnt made it in time =x

Famous temple in Taipei

This is just for laughs...if u dont find it amusing then ookini (kyoto jap..check it's meaning out)

The caption says it all, botanic gardens in the morning, yawns

Taipei 101..the elevator went up like rocket...ear kinda hurts..

This is the temple in the hills..recommended by alvis's mum

At the temple..up in the hills..got up there by the $2 cable car..nice scenery (u could actually see taipei 101 in the background, top right)

Cable car view

This is just me at baoan temple..cant be helped..too taoist-ic lols

This is called lovers bridge according to jj

Now we are at HK

This is just for laughs...wasnt exactly thinking of that haha

More friendly pose lols

A picture speaks a thousand words...Does it look like what i've described? =x A tale of 2 emotions

Hmm our hotel in hk..can u spot the signboard? (circled it in red, look carefully) The hotel was good, spacious and fully equiped...Cant be compared to the lousy Dorsett shitview

This is the avenue of stars in hongkong, 星光大道 (not the singing competition) hmm looks like hongkong statue of Liberty hahas..holding a rasengan (naruto)

Night scenic view of hk taken from Victoria Peak

Another lame pose lols...funny though..Dont i somehow look similar lols

This is the sunset from Lantau Island where we had a cheap & nice seafood feast for dinner!

Okay, this girl is strong..the weather was at around 13 degrees celsius, and she was like swimming? LOls salute her!

Ocean Park!! Most expensive %^&* i've had to pay for there zZzZ

Oh that ride was scaring the freaks out of me..didnt took it, but i took a similar ride in Genting..haha conquered it, cheers!! =D

Last but not least...confession to my lil' sis adora..haha don b mad...rmb the previous post where i said wad i want may not be wad i get...i didnt want this but it was on the menu...forced in such circumstances lols...saying a whole lot to defend myself hahas..

COURT RULING: DEFENDANT ACQUITTED =D

hmm..that's about all, hope u've enjoyed the pics...spent some time on it since i was bored...beats wandering my mind about...

Can i ask something?

Have you ever really liked someone with all your heart?

2008-04-01T22:09:00.004+08:00

Thoughts..

Lying on my bed with my lappy rite now, thinking of what to write first with so much stuff flooding my mind..Been thinking alot about relevant and irrelevant stuffs these few days, really.

Times like now are bad spells for me, thinking too much, cant catch any sleep until the wee hours of each morning..Was reading a few blog entries moments ago, and adora's blog gave me some food for thought..

It's true. Ppl like me keep thinking of what we want out of our lives, to the extent of overloading ourselves with plans for the future; but i guess certain things are beyond our control. What we want may not be what we get, depending on the circumstances then. Quoting "to give is to receive"..hahas, beg to differ on this. Sometimes i feel that even though i have given quite alot, but what i got in return is nowhere near what i had gave. Now, dont get me wrong. I know some of you will say i shouldnt expect anything in return whenever i decide to give. I can only argue that this statement is only applicable to maybe doing charity work, buying 4D (u give $$ ya?) and helping others, but this can never never be applied on feelings. I devote my feelings, i give wholeheartedly, i love truthfully..But i am also only human, i too need to be returned with love and care;i too need to be pampered...Are u going to tell me, when u love someone, u wouldnt expect he/she to love u back?? Even when doing charity work, u will get smth back by being happy..right? I guess this craving is what we humans call greed, that's what distinguishes us;homosapiens.

Does someone out there who knows how it feels to give and yet to receive only hurt?

Dont wanna be taken for granted again or anymore..dosnt feels good..the feeling eats u up inside out..hmm each time it happens, it just makes u weaker and more tired..just like leaves withering..

Looking back now, i have done many things wrong; some things went beyond my control..didnt wanted to do it, but i still did it..gotta be responsible for my actions..I'm sorry, sorry for the insensitive and stupid things that i have done...Not only that, i've hurt someone in the past...i'm really sorry, i was so very childish..besides you, i also hurt afew others' feelings due to me being immature, childish and selfish..sorry..i vow to be more mature and sensitive to everyone's feelings now..i will learn from the scratch to take every little things into consideration before putting forward my actions..

Looking towards the future, i now just wanna serve my 2 years of NS before proceeding to study..i guess i would maybe go abroad to further my studies, instead of the original plan of trying to get into a local Uni here...I will devote all my time to studying and aim to achieve to graduate with the highest honours...Maybe after that, i will roam around the world..always wanted to see the world..

But hey, i will still be cheerful though =D

2008-03-17T14:34:00.004+08:00

Dinner & Dance 2008 @ Swissotel - Merchant Court

Me -studious haircut=(- & Melanie

Sylvia & me

Miss Adeline Ler & Us =D

Bernice & Me

Group photo

Mr Allen Liew & Us Yea ^-^

Jia Hui & Me =)

Argh finally, noob (Dorene) & Genius Lols

These photos should had been posted quite some time ago, but i was away in overseas and kinda lazy haha.. It was a memorable night =D

2008-02-25T18:35:00.003+08:00

Tired, really tired..

2008-02-23T01:03:00.002+08:00

Yoz, went for tennis session in the morning and got some travel necessitites at Watsons..got some panadol for cold, charcoal tablets, medicated oil etc..in case someone fall sick...oh and some disposable undies LOls..spending abt 10 days there...so sure need =D

went out today..to Sim Lim....to get a digital camera..zZzZ...as expected, the place there cant be trusted, never believed in the quality of products sold there...Had a bad experience there today...firstly the people in the same place quote different price...and their price is very low compared to other places...secondly the 2 stores that i went told me there's stock for Canon Ixus 70, and kept introducing me other brands in the meantime...in the end when i still chose Ixus 70, they tell me out of stock... And another store kept lowering the price until canon ixus 70 is like $300 before gst, then intro me brands like sanyo n rollei, then in the end dont wanna sell ixus 70, told me out of stock...i suspect the stalls there are all in cahoots with each other...zzzz..btw normal places sell Ixus 70 at $499..ZzZzz..nvm i borrowed dig cam from JJ...save $$ wahahaha

P.s thanks arh, next time i rich i buy Canon G900 for ur son lols...

2008-02-19T00:12:00.003+08:00

This happen after my exams..last friday...hahas saved abt $2.2k for my taiwan/hk trip...totalling 10 days =) Booked my tickets at focal travel at chinatown on friday...woohoo first time going overseas with friends...looking forward to it...pls bless my trip hahas, gonna make my way down to the waterloo street guanyin temple soon =D

Hmm had my commando interview today..took a whole day zzZZZ...reached the camp at 8.45 instead of 7.45 (late), did IQ & other tests which lasted for 2.5hrs..had physical fitness examination...had an interview which lasted till 6 -_-..I rejected to be in commando, probably because i'm weak =D...but the people there are all for commando haha...Actually thr the commando all uber fit...nice camp with a nice environment...was considering for a moment but gave it up in the end..god knows if i 've made the right choice, only time will tell...was i too foolish to reject it, one that will keep me disciplined, uber fit, respected n making my wallet fat lols...

My motto: For Cowardice & Shame - Cowardo

sad hahas

2008-02-19T00:02:00.003+08:00

Next was a visit to a temple which i have never been to...near maxwell foodcourt...nice temple with air condition..quite a hit with tourists as well...rmb i scolded vulgarities in the temple..omg sry sry amitofou

Nice scupltures of the gods n goddess...all this happened before my exams haha

2008-02-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

Been slacking these few days hahas..

Backtracking to when i was working at Expo for showtec...i took some pics of the event and stuff, so might as well post it down here

haha took for fun...

2008-02-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

4th day of new year?..OMG man utd lost...tt's because i didnt watched it...exams round the corner stressed -_-...after friday then shall take some time out to blog abt CNY =)

Went for a ride just now, had my dinner outside..hmm JJs' driving is gd, best amongst the guys in my group..no wonder onli got 6 demerit points...果然not浪得虚名 haha..did i get that phrase rite? =x we chit-chatted, ate dinner and went for a ride lols..omg drinking teh si is not uncle leh -_-

Shall wake up early tml to study...yuki masuyama songs are nice..kinda old but managed to dig up the old cds..一开始, how deep is ur love, 第一次，星座 nice!

P.s thanks for the valentine's gift LOLs "0_0"

2008-02-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

Save the animals PLS!!

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm <-- stop buying furry products, pls stop if u have a heart...it's really cruel n inhumane...

Sometimes...almost all the time, i am wondering if i actually knows how to love somebody..
Do i really have the ability to give my everything; will i learn how to love & cherish, can I?

When will that day come, someone..pls pls pls tell me...

2008-02-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Just had one of my final paper on friday...think i flunk that quite badly...tt's the result of studying last min..hahas hopefully i can at least get a B plsplspls..=p todae went to some french restaurant...ex =x...french food are zZzZz...wanted to try foie gras..but didnt..cause france quite famous for its foie gras rite? heard abt it...

CNY coming, hopefully i can received money many many hahas...muz go get some toto tickets, heard it's 10m? i dont mind sharing the prize, juz let me strike lols...after cny are my exams..omg haha hopefully i get the luck i need...cyaz

2008-01-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

阿沁：天空不断下着无声的雪
阿沁：而我只有思念　勉强能温暖黑夜

李玖哲：拥抱离我已经千山万水
李玖哲：每侗男人都有　说不出的心碎　Oh Yeah

阿沁：我还爱着一个人　但愿
阿沁：回到美好的从前李玖哲： Oh Yeah
李玖哲：也许痛的感觉　证明了爱的深浅
合唱：不然为什么我还不撤退　Woo-Ho~

合唱：记得爱　所有幸福的片段
李玖哲：所以才一直忘记要离开
阿沁：伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
合唱：原地不动的等待
合唱：就算风把我的头发吹乱

李玖哲：记得爱是我给过的答案
阿沁：就不再　考虑应该不应该
李玖哲：一滴泪　落进无边无际的大海
合唱：至少我们都活得没有遗憾

合唱：我还爱着一个人　但愿
李玖哲：回到美好的从前
阿沁：也许痛的感觉　证明了爱的深浅
合唱：不然为什么我还不撤退　Woo-Oh~

合唱：记得爱　所有幸福的片段
李玖哲：所以才一直忘记要离开
阿沁：伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
阿沁：原地不动的等待 (李玖哲：不动的等待)
阿沁：就算风把我的头发吹乱

李玖哲：记得爱是我给过的答案
阿沁：就不再　考虑应该不应该
李玖哲：一滴泪
合唱：落进无边无际的大海
合唱：至少我们都活得没有遗憾

合唱：记得爱　所有幸福的片段
李玖哲：所以才一直忘记要离开
阿沁：伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
合唱：原地不动的等待
合唱：就算风把我的头发吹乱

李玖哲：记得爱是我给过的答案
阿沁：就不再　考虑应该不应该
李玖哲：一滴泪
合唱：落进无边无际的大海
合唱：至少我们都活得没有遗憾

阿沁：只要记得爱
李玖哲：记得爱
合唱：就无所谓孤单

2008-01-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

A brand new day

Skipped all the lessons todae...haiz, madness...muz b the hangover from ytd...

Changed the assessment date from 13feb to 18feb because of my exams...Seeing things at a different perspective, going into commandos..it's a gd opportunity to learn and train..Mayb god wants me to experience smth, to change me from the lamer that i am..relishing the opportunity, no matter what may come, juz do it =)

At least lemme have my march n april breaks =)..so i can go taiwan & mayb london...then i'll have no regrets =p

2008-01-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Man are complicated creatures, why cant they be simpler...

Dead ald...letter for interview for commandos...haiz...tt's the last u'll see of me

2008-01-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

Personality House =)

" You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself."

Erm, bored so drew myself a house hahas...nice? Hmm, shy & reserved at times lah..btw i drew a cross on the windows n doors is because they look nicer, dosnt mean i wanna live alone...-_- Lame interpretation...Their interpretation contradicts each other...observe the 2 sentences extracted from it,

1)you always want to live alone

2)You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible.

Now if u've got wad i meant...hahas..draw a hse n live next to me lols...

link-http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=1e8865217844461b61d909674a985db0

2008-01-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

风吹醒那些曾经..

Woke up at 1.30 todae, nt feeling v well...slept like a log to recuperate...watched drama, tennis (Australia Open), Federer won in a 5 set thriller...woohoo...4hrs match...watched some top class tennis displays todae..watching soccer now...man utd versus reading...watched a movie on crunchyroll juz now..Yup, Beyond Hypothermia as shown by the pic below =D

As u can see, didnt do anything much on a sat...leading a simple yet lazy life...hahas...mon got AIC test...haven been attending lectures, yet i still so slack...Adeline words kinda resounds in my head often, "kenneth, u've gt EQ, if u are more hardworking, u can go quite far"...btw adeline's mine POO lecturer and also my POO module tutor...it's really pleasing to the ears, but it wont help me abit if i choose to be as lazy as i am now...haiz, no one's really perfect i guess...btw she always calls me a bimbo...anyway i call her that too lols...

2008-01-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

Boring & bad day..

Solved the lame warning letter problem ald...todae class finished at 1.30...everyone was busy...haiz one of the bad days...Walked around in PS & AMK hub before going home to slp..Sick now, haven taken my dinner...

Todae's really a bad day, it's coming back again..pls go away n dont come any other day pls pls..

2008-01-18T01:27:00.000+08:00

Happy yet sad..

This week was a long one to begin with...onli skipped 2 lessons which is from 8-10 todae =D Exams are coming n it's a real headache for me haha..my samsung mp3 went for washing together with my cargo pants, and it spoilt...money down the drain..nt intending to get a new one, obvious reason is i'm nt rich =)

Went for napfa todae, and i narrowly managed to get a silver n it comes with a free shirt haha..

Sit-up 44
Standing broad jump 232
Sit & reach 47
Pull up 5 (lols, tried it twice..first time i did he only counted as 1 instead of 4)
Shuttle run 9.8s
2.4km run 12.30s

The 2.4 km run was a near failure...During my 5th round, the time was ald 11.40, didnt know how i managed to run the last round within 50s..normally, 11.40s i would have completed the run..So was quite fortunate...

The sad thing was i received a warning letter for poor attendance, my 1st in 3 yrs..even though skipping classes are not new to me lols..this is bad..gonna see her tml n see how it goes..

Played a round of dota, and it was fun..the most enjoyable in quite a while...tired ald, going slp now..take care!

2008-01-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

Been going sch these few days and punctually 0_0 hehe

Not much stuff going on nowadays, no works..juz lazing around, walking around aimlessly, talking nonsense, playing pool...

gonna graduate soon, cherish the people around u, rmb to do so =o

2008-01-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

适应

A nice song...my favourite at the moment, meaningful lyrics...

歌词:

没想过爱情会下落不明寂寞都不忍心

故事的结局走不出背影我只能静静的

风吹醒那些曾经转过身我用眼泪淋尽

心该怎么学会去适应那些没你的安静

我也曾伤心的收起所有回忆

却总是忍不住不断的放弃

没想过爱情会下落不明寂寞都不忍心

故事的结局走不出背影我只能静静的

风吹醒那些曾经转过身我用眼泪淋尽

心该怎么学会去适应那些没你的安静

我也曾伤心的收起所有回忆

你却一直住在心里是谁都无法代替

我的心该怎么学会去适应那些没你的安静

我也曾伤心的收起所有回忆

却总是忍不住不断的放弃

该开始了该怎么去安静

2008-01-13T03:01:00.000+08:00

Haiz sad..feeling down..

2008-01-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

Randomly surfing websites, and came across blogger.com lols..it's been a few days since i last blog..been lazing around for the past few days, going to sch was a foregone thought..stayed at home to rest..

Saw JJ's new com on his blog..wow, it's cool lah lols, but at a whopping $3k.. 0_0, luckily i'm not an avid gamer...oh Ivan's bday was on 10 Jan, so happy belated birthday! Enjoy ur current life =D

Back to me, gonna train abit harder for napfa ald, aiming for just a silver..Help me! Hmm haven got any clothes for cny...suddenly so much stuff coming back into my mind again...zZZzZ.haiz

Watched the korean movie "Le Grand chef" ytd..Generally a good show except for the poor visibility of the subtitles.

2008-01-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

The Blue Light - Movie

Was randomly looking at videos on crunchyroll when i came across this movie titled "The Blue Light". Haiz a pretty depressing film to watch..A simple yet sad movie that intrigues me..I read some of the comments whereby ppl said they dont quite understand the movie, while some found it boring...

Not only was the ending sad, in fact the whole of it was saddening...Wad struck me when i watched it was a boy's love for his mother & sis, was the helplessness of a young teen, was the harsh realities in life...The circumstances which he or we are forced to act upon, the consequences of these actions...A simple movie which brings about reflections...reflections of life..

A excellent movie =(

2008-01-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

Another day

Today's still passable..an average day..

Skipped the morning lessons today, it's the usuals...too early too tired to wake up..Went to sch in the afternoon for lab, did all the "nice" work...After that it's off to AMK hub, where i had some stuff to drink & eat at this nebo cafe..This place dosnt charge GST & service tax...lols, can get to play board games too...kinda cool...hmm i change Aus$100 to S$124 at a money changer..hahas, it was deposited to my bank though..broke -_-

Saw quite a few pretty girls & handsome guys nowadays...must keep a lookout becoz it's nourishing to the eyes LOl

2008-01-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

Happy '08, a new Year!

It's another new year, & it's time to embrace new year 2008 =p Time flies without people taking much notice hahs

Didnt spent the new year at home this time round hahas. Went to watch AVP at Cathay Picturehouse..hmm dont really like the movie so nth much to comment lols..There was this countdown party there, and there was free Asahi beer (duno the spelling)..hah the girl at the counter was nice, let me in without seeing my IC (forgotten to bring), but i'm over 18 lahs..had quite a sweet smile too lols =)

After that it's off to work at the esplanade from 2am - 12pm...ZzZzz.. Was dismantling all the lights that were set up for the countdown. The whole place was filled with rubbish, wonder if singapore will still be a "clean & green" city without the cleaners lol..

Just came back from CMPB today, been assigned a PES A status..i'm so dead, hopes of being a slacker in the army is gone...

2007-12-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas

Merry X'mas, it's the festive season again! =)

Have been working nowadays, though it's tiring and injury prone (injuries everywhr), but it's fun hahas..The transformation from a boy to a man hahs..Been slacking at times when i'm nt working. The break's ending soon, but i feel i have not rest enough yet..omG -_-

Haven been going out for quite some time, have become very homely like one of my erm pig fren lols...been shuffling between work, sch and home..no whr else hahs..In case some of u may b wondering, "hey wad abt christmas?"..hahas i spent christmas eve and christmas day at home, watching kdrama..surprised? wahaha kinda glad i didnt have to spent another typical christmas squeezing with people in orchard..万岁！

hmm listening to jay chou new songs now..ja~

2007-12-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

Moving along with time..

The past week was filled with schedule of exams, so it was relatively stressing. Not much to blog about these days, so had not been updating my blog. Well, feeling relieved that common tests are finally over, so i can fully enjoyed my two weeks break.

Here's how i think i will spend my time during the break:

Working

Learning

Exercising

Self-improvement

Met up with many secondary sch frens today, had dinner at sushi tei. Noticed everyone's busy with their own lives nowadays; different people persuing different things in life. Kinda glad to see how everyone are striving to achieve their dreams and goals. Of cause i have mine too, also kabate-ing..I wasnt borned with great determination and perserverance..I guess god wanted me to find my own resolve. I realized after self-reflecting that i am not really the same person i once used to be..人长大什么都会变，i agree. My perspective of life certainly did change, my emotions, my characteristics, almost everything about me, most of them for the better. I read one of my lecturer's blog todae, and some of the contents had me thinking about how slack i was, how often i did not perform to the best of my potential etc.. Met one of my fren ytd, and he told me that i have not realised the amount of potential i possessed..All these regrets are the past, wad matters is the present and the future..Whatever the future may beholds, i will gladly embrace it..

Living happily and maximizing my potential is of the utmost importance to me right now. To do everything with my heart and soul put into it, and to do it to the best of my own limits. hmm to simply put it in anime words would be that i wanna find my bankai, motto motto (more more)..I wanna be up there amongst the elites, achieved with my own strengths and talents.

Moving along with time..Yup shall pen down here.

P.s Congrats to u, adora on ur new found ricc love lols

2007-12-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

SICK...

Went to Changi Airport T3 and Sitex held at Singapore Expo ytd..

Very Croweded, if u had drove ur car to Expo ytd, u'l know wad i mean.

Feeling very sick todae, slept till 5pm, skipped my breakfast and lunch.

Body aching, fever, feeling cold and out...weird feeling..

2007-12-01T04:25:00.000+08:00

Dinner @ Roland Restaurant

Had dinner at Roland Restaurant at Parkway Parade today.

Prior to that, went to AMK to sell my handphone N70.

Tonight's dinner was an 8 course dinner, held with courtesy of Church of Praise..It was an entertaining night as the special guest was an international renowned musician, Alvaro Sanchez. The music he produced from playing of the harp and guitar was simply superb. A breathtaking live performance, the best i had ever witnessed before my very eyes.

A short intro on Maestro Alvaro Sanchez: Alvaro who hails from Tunja, Colombia ,started playing the guitar at the age of 4 and in the last two decades he has performed on the world stage which includes Royalty from Queen Elizabeth of England to King Juan Carlos of Spain to President S R Nathan of Singapore.He even plays alongside commercial artists like Richard Clayderman and leading flamenco guitarist Paco de Lucia. A multi talented musician Alvaro creates poetry through his instrument.

2007-11-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

My New Precious Darling - Nokia 5610 =)

Hahas, sorry abt me keep cam-whoring my new phone...Not trying to "show off"...nth's there to show off also rite hahas..

The reason of getting a new phone was that my old N70 had a few probs..haiz, phone old ald...all kind of probs also have, just like humans...that's why this new 5610's my new darling (the old one also lah - 2-timing? lols).

Okay i think i'm kinda broke now...=(... i wanna learn hip-hop dance, argh busy busy..

2007-11-28T08:22:00.000+08:00

A night without my beauty sleep! 0-0

Omg, i didnt managed to catch any sleep last night...was up doing reports -> Good Manufacturing Practice? wad crappy module..should rename to Good Sleepless Practice...

Watched champions league matches last nite...short update:

Man utd 2 - 1 Sporting
Sevilla 3 - 1 Arsenal Muahahahahah =p

Did some blogging stuff, surf some web, did some AIC stuff....and the dawn breaks...

fast fast -_-...now guess wad?? i'm off to school...CYA and take good care, ciaoZ..

2007-11-28T04:00:00.000+08:00

What do your stars say about you? (Tensai -> me)

Hmm was blog-hopping, came across alvis's blog (www.never-to-love-again.blogspot.com). I saw this interesting stars thingy...curiousity made me did it..

Hmm, so so...very true whahahaha =D...but then how come it misses out on some many other qualities that I possessed? muvhahaha...bhb rite, so how you guys find it, true rite???

2007-11-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

普通的人 *音乐推荐*

我不是爱听你嫌我笨只是为多看你眼神此刻幻想和他对调身份
他比我讨好我都承认那么容易让你心疼无论我有多诚恳还是没资格竞争
贪心人我知道不会输他几分好知己那麽多都成不了恋人
做情人没天份对爱我却比他更加奋不顾身

*只想做个普通的人却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分但却爱的虔诚想成为你爱的人
就算做个普通的人却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯我甘心作陪衬为你保留那对爱的天真（Repeat Chorus)

他身边总是不缺情人你需要拥抱说一声什么原因我都不会过问
我不能给你要的情份却也微笑着做好人当自己有梦有真表演单恋的剧本
谁认真谁强忍时间他会作证他精采我沉闷什么都愿牺牲
当相爱和失恋同一天发生我还是选择去等

Ohh~ 只想做个普通的人却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分但却爱的虔诚想成为你爱的人
就算做个普通的人却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯我甘心作陪衬为你保留那对爱的天真

无论你肯不肯我甘心作陪衬总有一天爱情他会成真

2007-11-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

Life? Unpredictable, unforseen, unfathomable..

Have you ever wondered about the way of life? How it should be led, what should have been done, why did it happened..etc...

Set aside ample time to think about it...

Life starts at birth, but it can end in an instant. My point to be put across here is to cherish yourself , everyone around you, and perhaps everything that you have now.

Why?

Simply because one can never forsee and predict the future, let alone fathom the tragic element of life.

Read about the recent tragedy that had befallen on our very own singaporeans dragon-boaters. It was a sad day as we grieved for the loss of 5 distinct and outstanding s'poreans. It was truely a misfortunate piece of news...Their bodies were found and the deceaseds' families were able to take one long-lasting look at their beloved sons. My deepest and heartfelt condenlences to their families,relatives and friends.

Live your life fully and live your dreams

Emo~

想太多音乐推荐

2007-11-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重只有你不懂
*他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我太晚我才懂爱了你太多

oh~是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由

*Repeat

test tests & tested tml -..-

2007-11-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

Hey look here! i'm so tied up with all the upcoming tests on monday~~

What's wrong with NYP, making me memorize like there's no tml....zZz

Had to 自修 because i didnt attend the lectures and i dont know wad's going on..

Help! Till what time must i stay up to study all these nonsense??

Before I was born who was I?

After I was born who am I?

Respect yourself, everybody will respect you

Understand yourself, everybody will understand you

There are mirrors all around you, strive to see and understand yourself

Strive to have the heart of a buddha

Stop doing bad things, only do good

Do whatever you can to help others

In these ways you help yourself

Help yourself, and you help the world.

Amituofo!

A quote from a martial arts master...It's time to learn the unrivalled skills and lessons from him...Soon, it's domination time!wahahahah...<----lols the results of studying, madness..

Leg + back combo

2007-11-18T02:41:00.000+08:00

Argh look at the bandage on my leg...Woke up one morning and my leg hurts for no apparent reason..Haha, luckily it recovered by today..But, i hurt my back today...got bullied and pushed by some girl huh?! =) lols...the toilet bowl cover broke as a result...luckily my back didnt break..My back strong right?, thanks haha..

Happy times ahead =)

2007-11-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling happy, maybe because of happy hormones hahas =)..

A sudden realisation that life can be as happy and interesting, though it might also be a journey filled with hardships...

A sudden rush for me to do many stuff...It's a time to learn new stuff, to be filled in with new excitment, to spend my time happily...

Be myself, be more handsome LOLs, be better in every ways, but still, i will be myself =)

Wait for me everyone out there, welcome to knowing the changed me! =)

2007-11-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

JJ's baby baby MV, enjoy!

等待...伤心...再等待..

2007-11-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

等待..伤了心..仍然等待
怎么了，会停止吗？

两个人可以分开，两个心却无法分离
这种感觉好难受，你知道吗？

你没有错，也许是我一开始就不够成熟
这所以这样因为爱是个自私的念头啊！
愿意为你不惜一切，但又不能为你做些什么

今天好失望，为什么？为了你啊。好烦啊！
知道你忙着做工，无所谓，也许忘了。加油哦！

我的心如何去适应...

2 more days..

2007-10-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

school is so tiring...
studies are boring..
TP test in 2 days time..C'mon!

Wish me luck! adios!

Sunday 22-10-07

2007-10-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

Was out wandering about yesterday.

Was at home today，watched korean drama 恋人；nice.

Going to attend lesson on time tomorrow.

“没有缘分却相遇了，是一场意外”

I think i need to go somewhere after the sch semester ends, away from Singapore. China.

Reminiscing...

2007-10-16T02:22:00.000+08:00

the time is 2.39am...i am bored, feeling down, sad or reminiscing?...i duno too, perhaps my feelings are mixed...

no lessons tml, so can slp abit later...couldnt slp well ytd nite as well...Guess i will slp early if there are lessons the next day, so i can wake up on time to attend lessons..trying, tired..but still trying...hanging on.

haiz suddenly rmb tml have driving lessons...gotta pass my driving this time round. need some luck..

歌曲：老鼠不再爱大米

你离开之后我要自己走
放开手不回头
窗外的云不停留

雨季快来到梦被吹着走
我的爱你不懂
爱情就象个黑洞

痛过之后要学会照顾自己
过去的忘记了
不再为你费心机

昏暗的路灯显得很孤寂
不要紧没关系
我要好好活下去

该忘记的忘记都当成回忆
说好了不哭泣
滑落泪水慢慢滴

有那么一天我已经失忆
就象老鼠忘了自己
曾经爱大米

It's a simple n nice song, that touches my heart..probably because of the lyrics...the lyrics were as if...as if it was written for me...it's because of you...you played this song, you sang along...that's how i came to know this song..it's all about you...

happiness..

2007-10-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

Suddenly just felt like blogging...School has already started for a week, and i'm still trying to adjust myself back to the routine of schooling days. After all attachment has kinda made me accustomed to working life. Been skipping morning classes for the past 2 days, as i couldn't wake up...Been reminiscing till the late hours of the night since...

"你在干什么？要开学了认真读书哦，没有读好书打工好辛苦。", these are the words that resounds in my mind every morning now, as if it's an alarm to wake me up from my slumber. I will work hard to attend all the lessons, I will aim for distinction for every module this sem, I just need time...That's my promise as well as my resolution.

Some of the pictures taken during my stay in China, mei-zhou province-meixian..Didnt took any pics in guangzhou due to camara being faulty..

The water streams, the rides, the town trip, the hill top scenics etc...Those places, though not being photographed, were the most wonderful memories...Why wonderful? (if u've read the lyrics of the song previously posted, u'll know)

To me, "happiness is plain & simple, it's you and me..i think happiness is that kind of everyday life..That's why..like yesterday, i wish to hold hands..with you forever." quoted from crying out love, in the center of the world, but this is exactly how i felt, feel and will feel...

Results

2007-10-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

Yup, my results are out and i'm really pleased with my results. Guess it's the first time i got a distinction for all my modules in a semester :)

对你的思念..

2007-10-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

hmm..just came back from Guangzhou todae...kinda tired ald, but decided to make a short post. Shall update about my life in china at a later date..Life is kinda tough...haiz..

Wrote a simple song for someone...

歌曲：对你的思念

两个人不同世界却相遇了
坐着你骑的摩托空气中带着专属你的香味
我怀念的是我们在一起的感觉
与你一起游山玩水的日子走过的山青水秀
幸福是你所赐的美好回忆

但这一切都只是一场梦
有缘无份是老天对我们开的玩笑
你转身离去又让我回到一个人的生活
四周变得冷冷清清
你留下一个未完的梦使我不会忘记你

我想这辈子我都会等你
就算等不了也会忠心的祝福你
这是我对你的承诺
天天夜夜对你的思念
你也许永远都不会懂

当时开不了口留住你
如今我们已分隔地球的两边
那时是初次见面也许也是最后一次了
我想我会一直守护着你给我的一切

*Chorus（Repeat）

我喜欢你...应该是爱上你了...

~完~

我知道你应该是不可能会看到这一切，所以我只好把这一份感情写成了一首简单的歌。希望我们的缘分没走到了尽头，能有一天再见到你，继续我们未完的故事。

Fireworks? Life?

2007-08-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

Fireworks are nice huh? although they last for only moments...Hope my life will sparkle like these fireworks =)

2007-05-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

hey yos =p

Today's a rainy day, haha..juz got back from my 12 hr shift...yay completed my 3 days of shift training..8am-8pm..8pm-8am..hahas..kinda tiring, but this is the life that i must grow to be accustom to, yups..CPTC training ends this friday so yea, graduation is on friday...gonna have fun after that...oh, one good news is that i got into exxon mobil for my attachment...hmm seriously v v happy..cause other students' gpa was like 3.8 and above?...while mine was onli 3.07 LOL...out of 11 interviewees, 7 got selected...i'm one of the lucky few...the pay i'm nt v sure...hahas..

hmm emoing now...but it's nt that kind of emo i used to have...rarely have time to emo...i guess i've changed...actually i've been asking myself if this is the kind of job i wanna get into...unfixed lifestyle...shift work...risky...ur life's in danger any time u'r out in the field...mentally tiring..highly stress job to begin with...the only comfort one can find is the pay...starting pay roughly 3k...

i gave it serious considerations...and often in my free time which is usually in the night, i'll think long and hard abt it...many thoughts fill my mind...thoughts that slowly cradle me to slp...i feel this is the road that i have choosen and i'll stand by it...scenarios of explosion and fatal accidents creep into me sometimes, but being in this job means u must instill a sense of mentality such that u are prepared to die, anytime without knowing why...of cause i'm still young, and i'll shutter at the thought of it...but as time goes by, this is smth i'll get used to...i can only do my best safety wise, and the rest is for god to decide, rite...i've learned to be more filial to my parents...i wanna give the best to them and thank them for raising me up when i'm still alive...i'm nt being pessimistic, but life's unpredictable..everyone knows that...Do wad u wan while u still can, for u never know what tml may bring...

Bought my mum a present for mother's day, and wanna wish everyone out there happy mother's day, esp my mum..i may be rude at times..but i know from the bottom of my heart,i dont mean it...Their health and happiness is all that matters...it means more to me than my own well being...dont wanna be a worry to them anymore...been one for 19 yrs..

As for exxon mobil, i wanna strive to learn and climb up the corporate ladder as fast as i can...i really wanna work hard when i still can, and i'll see what happens..taking things in my stride...i wanna make full use of this golden opportunity to learn & improve...it's not everyday someone gets into exxon mobil with the kind of grades i have attained..hmm kk gonna slp now..real tired...everyone work hard =p

2007-05-05T12:56:00.000+08:00

back.. =)... hmm it's the weekends and it's supposed to be cool...but as my msn imply, STRESS!! lols...i'll be having my driving traffic police test on monday...yup kinda scared...hope i can pass...sweats lols...after my traffic police test, i gotta rush down to jurong island CPTC for an interview with Exxon Mobil!!...uber stress..it's a big chance and a breakthrough for me if i get selected...Largest oil & petroleum company in the world, and my trainer told me if i could get in, my career prospect will be bright =)...haiz stress yea...will i crumble under pressure?....

looking back at things & myself in the past, i've been kinda foolish...how i've slack, how i've fallen w/o picking myself right back up, how i've ........all in all, it boils down to foolishness and my lack of maturity...gotta move on from here & gotta start working hard...kambate =p

watched a movie on my lappy last nite..."nada nada sou", haven been catching any movie nowadays...hmm fairly average show "nada nada sou" was...gonna go cut my hair today...weeee hahs

life' s comforting if u view it from a different perspective...

Eternal summer..

2007-04-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

heys hi... time flies and it's been weeks since i last blog...been living a boring life actually, so not much point in blogging...been keeping myself busy everyday with cptc training at jurong island...Juz watched finished a movie entitled "eternal summer"..it's out in the cinemas but the release date is on 26 april...

Synopsis: Jonathan is a shy but dedicated pupil while Shane is good at sports but has no interest in studies. Even so, they became inseparable in school and ten years later, are still utterly devoted to one another. For Jonathan, the gradual realisation of his sexual desire begins to cause him great heartbreak. The dynamics between them changes when Jonathan befriends a girl called Carrie, although Jonathan is still desperately in love with Shane.

hmm it's a simple film, which basically depicts the process of growing up...it actually portrays the innocence that comes with our youth, then to teenagers and finally to young adults. Maybe the affection between the 2 guys & the gay scene might be a turn off for most ppl...but w/o taking that into account, i think the main focus is on how being attached to each other for long periods of time can lead to affection for one another, and how affection can blossom into love, and lastly how love can cause heartbreak...The sad part abt all that is it can really inflict much damage to oneself..if u've watched the show, u would have noticed how Jonathan changed from a dedicated student to somewhat a lost person..the desires, struggles and heartbreaks isnt all juz acts...to some, its reality..For me, it's a good movie abt life, rating 4/5..

2007-03-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

hmm yoyo, been working for the past few days...hah my weekend = gone...but the thing is i dont see the money coming in, my wallet still like kinda empty...kinda tiring also...doing all the shit work....carrying dishes, running here n thr, wiping cutlery, washing coffee machine n toaster, serving water...wa being a banquet runner = being superman, worse than a waiter -_-...so much output (energy), but so little input ($$)...hmm later on got driving...argh feel like getting my hair cut also...shall see how first...

2007-03-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable, it passes in a flash..it hurts..it's untitled...

Yups welcome to reality, this is the harsh truth in life...many a time, we take people for granted. We assume they should be here with us & they will never leave...Until the day they depart, only then will we feel how much it actually hurts us...I look around my surroundings, i see sadness in some corners..i believe all these images serve as a wake up call for all of us..yup everyone of us ,including u..Learn to cherish urself and people around u...Death of loved ones are scary, it's painful, but it's all part & parcel of life...be strong guys..

hmm, yup as adora mentioned...tools and construction, constructor etc....it's not abt buildings =p..it's cause i said i gonna change to be a better person, i'm "under construction", and she said she was the constructor lols...that means i'm the architect...once in a while, we should do some reflections on ourselves. See if we have changed for the better or for the worst..compare the past n present...try to change some of ur flaws and focus more on ur strengths...guess that's wad makes u a better person for urs and others' sake.

This blog entry is kinda long...so sorry hahas...went to make contact lenses todae...my eyesight is fairly gd 50 each on both eyes...but my astigmatism is kinda bad...300 one one side and 400 on the other...so i couldnt get the disposable ones...cause the normal ones only has for astigmastism up to 225...so had to special make mine..cost $280 for 1 pair...OMGGG...kinda sad ald..so ex...he says can last for 1-2 yrs, so gotta take real gd care of it...

2007-03-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

Stayed home today, nowhere to go...watched the movie 300 few days back, quite a nice movie..well directed...wondering wad to do cause thr isnt anything for me to do...hmm everything seems so different now, things seem to have change..so bored...haiz sad ald...thinking of how to spend the following week...wandering aimlessly in life haha...lols duno wad i am blabbering about..hahs lost in space...time to rot =p

2007-03-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

Yoz...so liverpool won barc on away goals yea?...all those liverpool fans dun b too happy, cause they lost to man utd wahahaha...hmm went to play bball at tp this afternoon...argh my finger hurts, so swollen...went to celebrate nicholas bdae at nite...woo dinner cost me $25 bucks but it was worth it, cause it was Mr nicholas handsome bdae hahas...Happy Birthday Nicholas, let me use one of my bdae wish to wish u happiness even in times of adversity and sadness =) jiayou

hmm back to emo session, hmm nth much to say, thr are words i wanna say but at the same time i dont wanna let it be known...

2007-03-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

hmm yoyo...was uber down ytd, but due to my enormous amount of chakra, i have recovered....todae spent my day at home...amazed that i could actually spent the day at home...though its my bdae, yup its a different feeling yea..anyways wanna say thanks to the guys who help me celebrate my bdae on sat..thanks alot, it's my blessing to know the whole grp of u...

我要感谢你们，因为如果没有你们的支持，我就不会长得这样大 =p

hmm thanks to jiabao n grp for the mini celebration...blowing a mini candle on a slice of cake at a fitness corner at nite is kinda cute...the atmosphere is kinda nice..my thanks list icludes: adora, , kai hon,william n grp, jiabao n grp, polymates (zl etc), chung, evelyn, fong chin, margaret, fiona, mahirah, and all those who wish me well wishes...sry if i didnt put ur name =p...thanks for the present shark hahs...and yup for all the presents...

omg, tank zhuan shu tian shi mv is uber nice...=p..the song is uber too...tank is uber ok? owns soldiers n fighter planes haha...gogo fighting!

曾经我也同样守护着一个人一直到现在都没有改变将来也不会
你是我的专属天使

2007-03-04T02:14:00.000+08:00

Had one of the worst night in my life....felt really really terrible...was traumatized and shaken kinda badly....really had to endure it, words really cant describe how i felt...felt so empty, so bad...

i was all alone tonight, had to shoulder so much misery....really really sad....only kh bothered to msg me to ask if i'm ok... yup

I'm deeply saddened
For you werent here when i need you most
Felt terrible, was all alone
I was all by myself
And yet u didnt seem to care
Did i have too high a expectation of you?
I'm all but confused....

words can by honeyed
actions can be comforting
But only true feelings can be felt

2007-03-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

had my final exam paper todae...knew how to do only 1 out of 5 qns...so the ratio kinda says it all...guess the longer the exam drags, the more bored i am....mood been kinda bad these days..argh...never been able to understand myself, tts why it brought abt so much emotional pain...

Some things i really wanna give up, i hope i have given up, if not i am trying to give it up...Some things are perhaps not meant to be...By holding on, it only brings u pain & hurt...It's really taxing and tormenting to the mind, heart & soul.....i can no longer hold it all inside, nt anymore...goodbye ='(

If time turns back, i would not have read too much into all the false hopes u've given me..instead i will quietly walk away, leaving u with no knowledge of my existence....but i failed, failed badly in doing so...i kept thinking things would be different, but from the start till the end, it was all the same...i guess i am the biggest fool on earth, i really am..

I hope those happy & sad memories will stop coming back to haunt me, i hope this story has ald come to an end, i hope u'll be happy, always...

少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望

Thursday 22-02-07

2007-02-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yoz, haven been active for quite some time..so here i am on some recent updates....todae was maths exam date and did fairly average....many mistakes here and thr, but shud be able to pass...Somehow due to either emotions or other stuff, i'm nt really concerned abt my grades this sem...yup, used to have really high expectations of myself...anyways went to kbox after the paper...had dinner at sushi teh, played some pool and home i went hahas

William & me inside sushi teh...he wanted to lean on me LOls..but nono...lols

Outside sushi teh...wenda showing funny faces hah

Backtracking, had a sumptuous reunion dinner that includes shark fin, prawns, crab, promfret etc..on new yr eve...It was the routine visiting business on new yr's day...On the second day, slept till kinda late & my parents left without me...so went to fiona hse before meeting alvis & "relatives" for movie....went clubbing after that zouk...kinda zzzzz...hmm was pretty emo at that time due to some reason lols...after that is to gs hse for some gambling session till 8am...

Caught some slp till 12?..ate lunch and went to many fren's, bro's hse for visiting...collected quite alot of ang pows....played many days of blackjack..won all the way...althought the big winner was alvis, the red underwear, red socks lucky boy LOLs...i guess i'm the second but i dont wear red =x...

Yin xian & me at kinkok hse

Another pic hahs

At kh hse....

dried mango is nice....kinda lethargic

hmm the most interesting fact is i only got abt $200 for new yr -__- hahas...nvm gonna save...

Some things are better left unsaid
Though it may hurt
Only time will tell
If i've made the right choice
Praying & hoping in silence
waiting in lonliness
I know this world will change
but my love for u remains rooted
I wish u knew
I wish u'll remember...

funny much stuff

2007-02-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6 and threw up. So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 goodness he ran away.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.

hahas kh ask me to read the stuff above, found it funny lols..hope u guys find some laughter in it =p

A week break, happy or sad?

2007-02-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling bored right now, so juz decided to drop by and blog..It's a monday afternoon and thr's like nth to do...surf the web, friendster, msn...read the newspaper, watched the tv, gone through some study notes...and my mood's still dull...I dont understand or rather i dont know how most ppl can sit and study all week long or mayb for some, all year long...i cant even concentrate for a moment...exams are on thurs and fri..so i got a week break from sch..no more lessons..should i be happy or sad lols...felt like going out, but no idea whr to go and who to call...

Recalling back on wad i had done the past few days seems out of routine but fun...Went to TP on friday to play bball with jeans and shirt on hahas..tt was fun, cause haven sweat that much in quite awhile..later in the nite went to a fren's dad wake..and tt was saddening...but the focus is not to dwell on the past but to look forward to the future...somehow i believe life is not completely fair or equal..so let's not compare or lament wad others have and wad u dont...Sat went back nyp to play tennis, and my tennis sucks hah...wanted to go swimming but had to go for dinner with my parents...sunday was pretty much boring, caused i stayed home..yup

Haiz seems like i'm writing an essay, for those who read until here..congrats, shows u have patience LOLs...i wonder how am i going to score well for my upcoming exams, having skipped so many lectures & tutorials...besides the studies part, still thought abt many other stuff..hahs, and tts normal for me...hmm enough of blogging hahas..juz felt like writing crap..cyaz

2007-01-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm, duno wad to blog abt...anyways exams round the block, so be well prepared peps...

Thursday...

2007-01-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Kinda of a long day for me today...skip lectures and went to amk to slack...hmm the amk hub, which is the new shopping mall in amk is kinda nice...heard thr will be a cathay cineplex thr hahs..yea!...it's not yet open but the shops in the basement are ald in business...Went for driving afterwards at 3...hmm waited alone and got kinda emo listening to songs, so wasnt really in the rite frame of mind to drive...nearly got into a accident lols...cause this taxi was like cutting in and was picking up customers, i was quite a distance behind him, and instead of the brake,i depress the accelerator..lols...luckily my instructor was alert...hmm my head was like really blank, like stoning...shall not be liddat again next time, not to be so emotional while driving...

Nite was interesting cause i met up with zl and clar and "" lols...then we ate at chomp chomp..slack awhile at ice3...then back to srg central and back home again...tired bb

Till the end..

2007-01-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

这许多珍贵的时刻都有你在我身边
一定是份上天的礼物
整夜拥抱着我出奇不意的认识了你多感谢我能遇见你
现在我拥有了一份真爱可以去珍惜拥有跟分享
我的心再也无法隐藏过去我总是习惯掩饰我真的心
情现在我会与你一起直到最后在这个世界上
我只想守在你身旁你是我的生命
我的灵魂我的女孩经过这一切
我知道你已明白你就是我心所属直到最后
我周围的朋友都说你很快就会离开我宝贝
我会让他们看到我们已经找到了
我们的归属我们会一直永远直到最后

All these precious moments

With you by my side

Must be a gift from heaven

That 's holding me all night

I don 't know how I found you

I 'm thankful that I have

Now that I have a love so true

To hold , to keep ,to share

In my heart

I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I 'll always be with you untill the very end

In this world

there is no place I 'd rather be

You are my life ,my soul , my girl

And through it all

I know that you 've come to see

that You 're the one

till the end

All my friend around me

Say you 'd be gone too soon

Baby ,I 'm gonna make them see

We 've found our way back home

In my heart

I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I 'll always be with you untill the very end

In this world

there is no place I 'd rather be

You are my life , my soul ,my girl

And through it all

I know that you 've come to see

that You 're the one

till the end

We 'll always be

till the end

Yet another day passed by..

2007-01-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

As usual, cant wake up in time for the 8am lectures, so had to skip it..hai getting kinda scared cause i like skipped it 6-7 times the whole sem...abit worried..finished sch at 3, waited for kh at ssdc, cause he wanted to register his basic theory...had zl n clarence for accompany thanks hah..

Yup, went to hougang mall after that to cut my hair @ twister, which cost $19.90...surprisingly the jean yip price thr was also $19.90 lols..hmm hair was kinda long, so decided to cut it short..which means gg...

hmm back part

side...front too ugly lols

Went to eat duck rice with kh at hg mall food court...kh ate 2 sets -_-;..hungry ghost..lol
thanks for reading the blog, arigato =p

my life..

2007-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Summary

school
zl's hse
carpark sun-tanning LOLS
home
videos
went out for a chat with zl
slp

My love and pain, no one understands..

Cold cold days..

2007-01-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

Cant seem to wake up early nowadays..lessons started at 11, but couldnt make it in time..went to karthib afterwards to get some materials for project..hmm nth much to blog abt todae..bored..

went for a walk with happy hahs

i'm sad, he's happy so the overall mood is neutral

kinda dark..camara lousy hahs

he's cute

Dog's man best fren, agree.

it's so cold every nite and every morning, getting used to the lonliness..accustomed to life the way it is now..When will the sun shine and bring warmth to my heart again? hahs

Family Day :p

2007-01-15T02:19:00.000+08:00

was kinda tired when i woke up todae, think i woke up at abt 11 plus...slack around a little before rushing to yck for my driving lessons...hahas it was kinda rush, cause lesson starts at 12... i didnt bathe (but i bath the nite before, & it was raining the whole nite, so nt smelly lols)...if I went to shower, i will be v v late...but anyways my hair was in a mess, so my billabong cap came to my rescue hahs...didnt even ate anithing except for a cappucino drink..

Driving lesson was fun as usual, drove from yck to sengkang/punggol todae...hahs had a few hiccups along the way, but practice makes perfect..getting used to it now, so next lesson should be better...came home had lunch while watching the final epi of lunch queen on crunchyroll.com..the show is nt bad, but the ending was -_-...stupid ending lols..

Went to takashimaya with my parents later on..nth much to say...the onli interesting thing was that i walked into this shop called Burburry LOLS...so i went to evaluate the clothes...wa, one coat cost $1.5k, polo tee $200....i think i go buy Mcflurry for $1.5 better Lols...

hmm its 2.32am, and i'm still awake...guess i'm still lost in sorting out my thoughts...once bitten & twice shy, i kept my distance...but u still catch my eye...

headache..

2007-01-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

i having a headache now..think my com got infected with trojan horse, keeps rebooting for no reason..kinda stress..downloaded loads of antiviruses, anti-spywares & trojan removers but all to no avail...haiz, made my headache worse...hmm my nose got leaky todae again, felt unwell the whole day, kinda sick...seems like i had a bad day...

Slacking with zl

thurs was much more eventful though it was raining too...went for my driving lessons, made some mistakes here & thr, but was fun =)..then head off to grapevine@seragnoon to celebrate Ivan's bday,yup happy bday lols

Proudly presents the cake haha

look bluish, but it's nice

A new yr calls for a new skin, so here it is..hope it brings a fresh look to the blog..=)

Sometimes waiting & watching from a distance may seem like a foolish thing to do, but it's the least i could do, and i take comfort in knowing that u r happy =p

What am i waiting for? Is it worthwhile? I'm nt sure now but someday, sometime in the future i'll know the answer...

I believe i'm waiting for a......miracle..

Fireworks '07 @ Esplanade

2007-01-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

Yo, happy new Yr everyone! Fireworks in action @ esplanade, some pics not well taken though, apologies for that..Nevertheless, enjoy hahas..

Life..

2006-12-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

hmm, haven been blogging since this dec term break, have until new yr's day to relax before poly starts again..didnt do much this break besides going out, walk walk, see see...Had a different christmas this yr, different from the usual "going to orchard countdown routine", spent christmas;s eve n christmas at chung's hse..hahas had plenty of fun from playing mahjong to risk..came back in the evening feeling feverish, then went out to vivo for dinner again...went home after that and slept through till abt 3 the next day..wasnt feeling exactly well so i missed out the fun at my class bbq, sry guys..

Spent my day idling n watching 1 litre of tears, its a drama, sad drama...Often we take simple things for granted, until the day we could no longer find these simple tasks easy but tough, only then we would start to start to cherish...Sometimes, seeing these genre of movie makes me sad, and makes me feel fortunate of the way i am now, being normal physcially...but often i feel more than sad, becos it often makes me reflect on all my flaws and weaknesses...hai, hard to express the way i feel, but i guess, i juz have to kambate...

sad ending..

2006-12-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Getting to know myself?

2006-12-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I dono how true is it...cause i really dont know much about myself too..tts kinda sad to say hahas...wad kinda of person i am, is for me n you to find out hahs :p

moshi moshi!

2006-12-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hellos =p...i know i haven been blogging recently, hahs suminasae (sry?)...been going out the past few days..let's backtrack abit...

Friday 1st dec
Rey came to s'pore on thurs?..met up with him and the group of friends on fridae..went to catch a movie before chilling out at his hotel... nth much, had pizza n kfc at his place..bill amounted to 100 plus..hahs he treated..

Saturday 2nd dec
think i went to plaza sing with them..haha cant really rmb..went to eat in yoshinoya then went to his hotel again lols

MOnday 3rd dec
hmm sunday stayed at home...rest.. went to catch a movie entitled "Flags of our Fathers" on monday...this show's not suited for people around my age..i mean teenagers wont find it nice...naturally i didnt quite liked it as well...

Tuesday 4th dec
went for dinner again...hahs this time at the jap restauran "waruku" at marina square...yup yup going broke hah...

wednesday 5th dec
hmm for todae, i was too tired to wake up in the morning...as a result, i skipped most of the lessons....went in the afternoon for 1 hr of lecture though lol...hai, common test coming, next week -_-...all my tests are kinda badly done Fs & Ds...but life's liddat, so rather be happy go lucky =p...Christmas coming YAY...wanna change my blogskin after common test...ends on next wed...wanna time to speed past it...good luck everyone for d common tests!

Nice song

2006-12-02T16:58:00.000+08:00

Song: Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

2006-11-25T02:36:00.000+08:00

YOz...hahas playing trickster..lvl 15 ald =p...

I know its a lame post..

Thursday 23-11-06

2006-11-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hahas i aint no pervert ok lols...these pics were taken from NYP lols...they educating the students on sex and prevention of STDs...hahas, if u noticed on the second pic, the condoms are of different favours, namely ribbed, ultra fine, tingle, strawberry...the last one i cant see hahas...hmm anyways juz put for fun..sry abt it for those who find it offensive...

Next although i failed my hmt test ytd, i passed my final theory test today...went alone to yio chu kang SSDC, was late so took a cab down....went in the room at 11.55( test was at 11.45), came out at 12.25...hahas i did qns 1-50, then check from 50-1st question....phew finally passed...sort of a relief for me...Anyway one shud always be happy, no matter how u are feeling =p

Christmas round the corner =p

2006-11-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

hmm went to orchard road today and saw all the decors and stuff..hahas, the christmas tress are like waterfalls, cause got like water falling down from the trees...guess it will be nice to see the lightings in the nite. Looking forward to christmas, wondering wad will i be doing and who will i be with this christmas hahs...hope it will be fun -p visited the krumpler shop and 1 small ba costs $158...hahas 0.0...i got no bag how???....someone help me pls haha..

tiring n unlucky monday...zzz

2006-11-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

hmm guess wad? my sling bag is damaged lols, the sling juz came off...lols unlucky, now got no more bag to carry...thinking of buying a krumpler bag...did i spell it correctly?...hmm but its so expensive and so common lols...the main point is that its ex lah..still pondering...

went home wanted to do some work..cos got reports and tests coming up...really stress, but too tired to do le...my parents brought me all the way to tampines mall just to have dinner at the food court thr LOLS...went out at 7 came home at abt 11....tired tired...TM's kinda small, but thr's alot of shops thr...actually not a bad mall to go to lols...haven been thr for quite some time...i went to the iseatan and happened to look at the billabong apparels...the "S" shirt is like quite big lols...baggy sort...hmm slping soon le...couldnt slept until 3 am last nite hahs..bb

still bored...

2006-11-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hmm blogspot login seems to need gmail account now...haha additional features, lucky i have gmail acct....i mean the acct is gd...2 gb space, flood, spam or do wadeva u wan also can, will nvr get full...haha nvr need to put all those msg in thrashbox....

Anyways so bored, so decided to add some colour (green) in case u cant see lols....so boring la...haiz save me, enlightened me, help me, console me, accompany me LOLs....lots more...being thinking, wondering and pondering over stuff lately..too much to think with too little energy left....if i aint born in the month of march or being a pisces, i wouldnt be thinking so much, and having probs controlling my mood lols..but the mood part is kinda under control ald...hahas but sometimes still act up..old illness...Argh duno wad nonsense i talking now, we'll carry on, we'll carry on, we'll carry on yea!

A Simple & Carefree Life...My Way.

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test tests & tested tml -..-

Leg + back combo

Happy times ahead =)

等待...伤心...再等待..

2 more days..

Sunday 22-10-07

Reminiscing...

happiness..

Results

对你的思念..

Fireworks? Life?

Eternal summer..

Thursday 22-02-07

funny much stuff

A week break, happy or sad?

Thursday...

Till the end..

Yet another day passed by..

my life..

Cold cold days..

Family Day :p

headache..

Fireworks '07 @ Esplanade

Life..

sad ending..

Getting to know myself?

moshi moshi!

Nice song

Thursday 23-11-06

Christmas round the corner =p

tiring n unlucky monday...zzz

still bored...

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