Happy Holidays! Finally have the time to update my blog.

Gotta go back nee soon camp tonight. How many months have I served in NS? 5. 17 more months to go.. It's been a really rough ride for me to get to where i am now. I am mentally & emotionally drained, to be really honest. Life is unfair and it sucks. I've got so many problems & troubles on my mind but have not as many solutions. I just gotta drag my feet and move on with life. It may seem like a tireless journey for some but it is otherwise for me. I figured life out to be somewhat similar to that of a MRT ride. We board the train at different stations and alight at different ones as our destination varies. The station routes & directions are fixed. And now i am at a station called National Service, and it's gonna stay there for 2 yrs. And guess what? I'll never re-visit this station ever again, not in this life time. If u feel that your life is moving in the wrong way, there's always a place called an interchange. But I have yet to get past this station..at least lemme get through this first..please..

But hey, on a brighter note, this year gonna end! Be it if it has been a happy or unhappy year for you.Hoping for a better year ahead. I'm really wishing for year 2010 to arrive instead, ORD!
Christmas's round the corner but i do hope everyone grace this joyous occasion with a fabulous mood. Happiness is contagious, haha =)

It's been darn long since i last blogged. Army life is keeping me pretty busy. Looking back now, i've been serving the army for 3 months now since i was enlisted. Looking forward, it's a year plus to ORD. It's depressing, really... Depression is my best buddy in army, because it never fails to leave me alone.

Currently a trainee in Pasir Laba Camp for the Basic Section Leader Course (BSLC). It's a 8 weeks course which you will attained a Corporal Rank upon completion. I guess being a leader is hard, way harder than i thought..Being homesick & depressed isnt cool at all.

Many people have different attitudes towards serving the army. Some are enthusiatic, others are pretty laid back (slack). I have gained many insights during these 3 months.. Learnt to cherish family ties more, yup they are really precious. Time too, became a luxury to me. Have gotten physically and mentally fitter, but it really tires me out..Everything just made me realized how psychologically & mentally fragile humans are..It's a transition phase of the weak becoming strong..but the process of it is really tormenting. I guess it takes the right attitude and courage to stay on the right track. Hope at the end of this long & dark tunnel, shines ray of bright lights to guide me along this winding journey in life. Life is unpredictable, guess everything is fated and predestined. Nevertheless, I will do what i can to get through these obstacles.

Today's Hari Raya, wishing all Muslims happy holidays. Caught a movie ytd, went for lunch today. Booking in back to camp at 9pm today. Right now, life just sucks for me. Luckily, family and friends are here to help me pull it through. Without them seriously, I wouldnt be here, standing and being who i am today. Thank You =)

Sat's my BOOK OUT day!!

Blog's rotting ever since i got enlisted into the army. Well, u guys do know that the trainings are tiring right? And i onli got to book out after the 2nd week. Now's the 3rd week haha. Not allowed to blog the happenings in army and i dont wanna be charged so better not =x haha. Let u guys in on smth haha. My live firing with SAR21 went pretty well, missed one shot to get a perfect 32/32 score..zzzz heheh still a marksman though =)

Kinda shagged, wonder how am i going to survive in NS for 2 yrs -_-. But the good thing is that i am learning to grow up, slowly day by day, progressively haha. One of SAF core values is Discipline! And so I am a good boy now haha, not saying i was a bad boy lah, just that i am a better boy now lols..Just realized i've been bragging all the way..Just kidding ah..Having a cough now zZzz

On a last note, hope everything goes well for me, as well as u guys. Good luck in wadeva u are doing =)

Very tired, going to slp alr. Sleep tight & dont let the bed bugs bite, Nitez ^-^

Looking back in time now, from the time when i was born till now..
It feels like i had lived and led a normal or ordinary life. That would naturally seem to be the perspective of my friends and everyone around me. I wouldnt agree or disagree of it, for when i looked back, i could only see greyed memories. Very few memories are recorded in black & white..over the years, even those memories would start to grey. Well god is fair, in a way such that i have gained and lost many things in life.

Began to start wondering where & when would this journey end? What am i supposed to achieve in this lifetime? What is the purpose of my presence in this world?

Years have gone by in a flash..Now, how many more of it will i have left?...

At the cafe, she took a picture of my face so that when i call her hp, my face would appear lols!

Two ladies from treasury and us from finance haha

My mentor & fren

Hello Kitty gal (her pool is gd! @_@) & Me

First time holding hands to cut cake? think so lols

Thanks people!

Finance colleagues & friends =)

Stephanie & Watashi

Pizza?

Heard this cake was pretty expensive, thanks Martha (Our finance admin!)

hmm i like this pic hahas

=)

Time flies, it's been close to 3 months since i started working in the company. And now, it's time to leave and to move on to the next phase of my life. I wish times like this would never end, but perhaps the road ahead would be a happier one? i certainly will pray and hope so. hahas

As we go on
We remember, all the times we, had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Today is a Friday, the date is 27-June-2008. It's Isaiah 20th birthday.


Watched the Euro 2008 Semi-final match between Russia & Spain last night, was pretty tired as i arrived at the office at noon time. We went out for lunch @ Fish & Co, treat courtesy of Phoebe hahs. She's the boss of Isaiah & Bobby =) And yeah, well i got treated too..Shared a seafood platter for 2 with bday boy hahas. Went back to the office and finish up some work. At 4pm, we went to the lounge to celebrate Isaiah's bday. My colleagues got him a mini round cake while i got him a slice of choc cake (hope it taste well =D). His present was a LG phone, model KP110 (MP3, Radio, microSD 1GB, non-cam). Well costs abt $78, haha value for money. In my opinion, it's just the phone to use in army. Had a really fun & joyful time, really appreciated all the humor and laughters..gonna miss them soon as mon's my last day ='(

Had dinner with Simon at Sushi Teh @ Serangoon Gardens haha, then for an western meal @ Astons!! It was nice!! must try! Went for a little walk to digest all the food in my stomach lols. A tiring day to begin with, but ends all well; an eventful day.

On a last note, wanna wish Isaiah all the best in life and in everything he does. Hope u get ur BMW 6 series soon hahhaha. Take care & stay happy, always! ^-^

Hello...was slacking just now until i went for my dinner =)

Listening to songs now, "不能說的秘密" was played on the music player...nice song.

最美的不是下雨天

是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠

又何必去改變 已错过的时间

或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見

只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天

飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片

要我怎麼撿

This sums up the song and everything else..Yups! will be staying over at my fren's place before going to work tml, probably taking half day off again wahahha..i m slacker!

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"Happyness is you & me"