It's been darn long since i last blogged. Army life is keeping me pretty busy. Looking back now, i've been serving the army for 3 months now since i was enlisted. Looking forward, it's a year plus to ORD. It's depressing, really... Depression is my best buddy in army, because it never fails to leave me alone.

Currently a trainee in Pasir Laba Camp for the Basic Section Leader Course (BSLC). It's a 8 weeks course which you will attained a Corporal Rank upon completion. I guess being a leader is hard, way harder than i thought..Being homesick & depressed isnt cool at all.

Many people have different attitudes towards serving the army. Some are enthusiatic, others are pretty laid back (slack). I have gained many insights during these 3 months.. Learnt to cherish family ties more, yup they are really precious. Time too, became a luxury to me. Have gotten physically and mentally fitter, but it really tires me out..Everything just made me realized how psychologically & mentally fragile humans are..It's a transition phase of the weak becoming strong..but the process of it is really tormenting. I guess it takes the right attitude and courage to stay on the right track. Hope at the end of this long & dark tunnel, shines ray of bright lights to guide me along this winding journey in life. Life is unpredictable, guess everything is fated and predestined. Nevertheless, I will do what i can to get through these obstacles.

Today's Hari Raya, wishing all Muslims happy holidays. Caught a movie ytd, went for lunch today. Booking in back to camp at 9pm today. Right now, life just sucks for me. Luckily, family and friends are here to help me pull it through. Without them seriously, I wouldnt be here, standing and being who i am today. Thank You =)

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"Happyness is you & me"