hey yos =p

Today's a rainy day, haha..juz got back from my 12 hr shift...yay completed my 3 days of shift training..8am-8pm..8pm-8am..hahas..kinda tiring, but this is the life that i must grow to be accustom to, yups..CPTC training ends this friday so yea, graduation is on friday...gonna have fun after that...oh, one good news is that i got into exxon mobil for my attachment...hmm seriously v v happy..cause other students' gpa was like 3.8 and above?...while mine was onli 3.07 LOL...out of 11 interviewees, 7 got selected...i'm one of the lucky few...the pay i'm nt v sure...hahas..

hmm emoing now...but it's nt that kind of emo i used to have...rarely have time to emo...i guess i've changed...actually i've been asking myself if this is the kind of job i wanna get into...unfixed lifestyle...shift work...risky...ur life's in danger any time u'r out in the field...mentally tiring..highly stress job to begin with...the only comfort one can find is the pay...starting pay roughly 3k...

i gave it serious considerations...and often in my free time which is usually in the night, i'll think long and hard abt it...many thoughts fill my mind...thoughts that slowly cradle me to slp...i feel this is the road that i have choosen and i'll stand by it...scenarios of explosion and fatal accidents creep into me sometimes, but being in this job means u must instill a sense of mentality such that u are prepared to die, anytime without knowing why...of cause i'm still young, and i'll shutter at the thought of it...but as time goes by, this is smth i'll get used to...i can only do my best safety wise, and the rest is for god to decide, rite...i've learned to be more filial to my parents...i wanna give the best to them and thank them for raising me up when i'm still alive...i'm nt being pessimistic, but life's unpredictable..everyone knows that...Do wad u wan while u still can, for u never know what tml may bring...

Bought my mum a present for mother's day, and wanna wish everyone out there happy mother's day, esp my mum..i may be rude at times..but i know from the bottom of my heart,i dont mean it...Their health and happiness is all that matters...it means more to me than my own well being...dont wanna be a worry to them anymore...been one for 19 yrs..

As for exxon mobil, i wanna strive to learn and climb up the corporate ladder as fast as i can...i really wanna work hard when i still can, and i'll see what happens..taking things in my stride...i wanna make full use of this golden opportunity to learn & improve...it's not everyday someone gets into exxon mobil with the kind of grades i have attained..hmm kk gonna slp now..real tired...everyone work hard =p

back.. =)... hmm it's the weekends and it's supposed to be cool...but as my msn imply, STRESS!! lols...i'll be having my driving traffic police test on monday...yup kinda scared...hope i can pass...sweats lols...after my traffic police test, i gotta rush down to jurong island CPTC for an interview with Exxon Mobil!!...uber stress..it's a big chance and a breakthrough for me if i get selected...Largest oil & petroleum company in the world, and my trainer told me if i could get in, my career prospect will be bright =)...haiz stress yea...will i crumble under pressure?....

looking back at things & myself in the past, i've been kinda foolish...how i've slack, how i've fallen w/o picking myself right back up, how i've ........all in all, it boils down to foolishness and my lack of maturity...gotta move on from here & gotta start working hard...kambate =p

watched a movie on my lappy last nite..."nada nada sou", haven been catching any movie nowadays...hmm fairly average show "nada nada sou" was...gonna go cut my hair today...weeee hahs

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