hmm, haven been blogging since this dec term break, have until new yr's day to relax before poly starts again..didnt do much this break besides going out, walk walk, see see...Had a different christmas this yr, different from the usual "going to orchard countdown routine", spent christmas;s eve n christmas at chung's hse..hahas had plenty of fun from playing mahjong to risk..came back in the evening feeling feverish, then went out to vivo for dinner again...went home after that and slept through till abt 3 the next day..wasnt feeling exactly well so i missed out the fun at my class bbq, sry guys..

Spent my day idling n watching 1 litre of tears, its a drama, sad drama...Often we take simple things for granted, until the day we could no longer find these simple tasks easy but tough, only then we would start to start to cherish...Sometimes, seeing these genre of movie makes me sad, and makes me feel fortunate of the way i am now, being normal physcially...but often i feel more than sad, becos it often makes me reflect on all my flaws and weaknesses...hai, hard to express the way i feel, but i guess, i juz have to kambate...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I dono how true is it...cause i really dont know much about myself too..tts kinda sad to say hahas...wad kinda of person i am, is for me n you to find out hahs :p

Hellos =p...i know i haven been blogging recently, hahs suminasae (sry?)...been going out the past few days..let's backtrack abit...

Friday 1st dec
Rey came to s'pore on thurs?..met up with him and the group of friends on fridae..went to catch a movie before chilling out at his hotel... nth much, had pizza n kfc at his place..bill amounted to 100 plus..hahs he treated..

Saturday 2nd dec
think i went to plaza sing with them..haha cant really rmb..went to eat in yoshinoya then went to his hotel again lols

MOnday 3rd dec
hmm sunday stayed at home...rest.. went to catch a movie entitled "Flags of our Fathers" on monday...this show's not suited for people around my age..i mean teenagers wont find it nice...naturally i didnt quite liked it as well...

Tuesday 4th dec
went for dinner again...hahs this time at the jap restauran "waruku" at marina square...yup yup going broke hah...

wednesday 5th dec
hmm for todae, i was too tired to wake up in the morning...as a result, i skipped most of the lessons....went in the afternoon for 1 hr of lecture though lol...hai, common test coming, next week -_-...all my tests are kinda badly done Fs & Ds...but life's liddat, so rather be happy go lucky =p...Christmas coming YAY...wanna change my blogskin after common test...ends on next wed...wanna time to speed past it...good luck everyone for d common tests!

Song: Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

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"Happyness is you & me"